Monday, December 12, 2011

假期快乐~

这个假期和家人去了坡得申度假 真的很开心 而且又是拿了成绩后去
所以真的是尽情地享受啊!哈哈哈哈
我和妹妹还看到了海龟耶 很不可思意吧!
坡得申那么污染的海水竟让我们看到了那么漂亮的海龟 真的很幸运!
去坡得申之前我们还去了马六甲游玩 吃了最出名的鸡饭粒
说真的 我觉得KL的鸡饭还好吃过它更多倍 可能我们找到的那间是不好吃的吧
每一间店外都有放蔡澜的图坐镇咯 所以就吃最多人去的 结果也不怎么样

前两天还去了书展做工 可以说有钱了一点点 不会那么穷
我还要在开学前买手机啊!!
开学又要交学费了
快点读完啦 真是越来越有挑战性 我喜欢

来临的圣诞节想要和家人过
其实整个假期都粘着家人 很喜欢这种感觉 妈妈说如果当初送我去丁加奴读书怎么办 我说我就哭咯 哈哈哈
看了步步惊心后 很喜欢里面的情节和人物 还在面子书加了刘诗诗
刚才她还approve了 哈哈哈哈 这是我第一次加明星呢

老毛病又发作
我 不 会 拒绝 人!!有这么难吗????
不想去就不要去啦 又不是很熟
最讨厌没有话讲的场面 很不舒服
为什么会没有话讲咧?
我也不懂

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

What a relieve!!

I PASSED!!!
SEM 4 I'M COMING!!!

Sunday, November 20, 2011

We have hydrogen bonds

I noticed that despite the fact that it was always the same few people who meet up we always reminisce on the same stories. It just never gets old or bored to talk about happy things that we been through together during high school. Friendship like that can never be bought. In fact, I feel so lucky to come across it.

I met a couple of nice people in my university and I really wanted to be friends with them for a very long time but trust me, this is not the same. I would not be offended if they were having the same thoughts like I am.

Honestly, I am not scared or worried now if I cannot fit in with my course mates because my high school peeps are my safety net. I know that because if any of us are in trouble, we would definitely drop by for that person no matter how occupied we are. I feel secure because I can always call my bestie and she is always there for me even though our thoughts conflict each other sometimes. But that does not matter as long as we treat each other sincerely. Anyhow, like everyone else, I will just have to learn to make new friends, new experiences and new mistakes with the security of knowing that you all will always be there.

Monday, November 14, 2011

I'm Back Bloggie

This is the end of Sem 3 which ain't an easy puzzle for me to solve.. Why so hardcore! Yes, i'm talking about you exam! My EOS was really tough especially for microbio renal n respi modules.. all are killer subjects! I guess i have to change my way of studying because questions are no longer re-call type. It is getting towards application ones..Grr wrong drug wrong dose, and the person could get killed.. hello! i'm dealing with human lives here.. the gravity of my situation is pulling me apart sometimes..Well, at least I'm not alone. Some adjustments needed here :/

Heard a bad news from my friend not too long ago.. I hope she is doing well now although it's very hard for her to face it.. In other way, i think it's good for her mum and her family, at least their sufferings had come to a full stop. I really don't know what to say to her at that moment. Many friends around me lost their loved ones in these few years time.. I guess this is what we all need to face in the process of being an adult.. Appreciate what you have..


Saturday, September 3, 2011

躺在床上一直都睡不着所以爬起来打这篇文章。。

明天就开学了。。
我觉得很空虚。。
又要和你们过一段短暂分开的日子。。
讲真的,我还没习惯。。
每次都是酱!很不舍得的咧。。
她说两年后我们还会再见吗?
可能大家没有话题了。。
可是我也不介意大家一起讲废话。。就是吵吵闹闹地也很好。。
安静地坐在一起也可以。。
等一下。我们会安静吗? 哈哈

很讨厌!不喜欢!不想要!
每次开学又要有去打仗的感觉。

算啦
开完学又见咯
有时不是不想跟你们出去玩
是那个时间表排到酱!看了都没有心情。。以后给孩子进来读还真的要考虑一下。。又贵!哈哈
三年。。还有三年罢了。。
帮政府做也缩短了,变一年。。嘻嘻。。
很快。。就开开心心地过啦~~

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

somewhere over the rainbow, blue birds fly~

the 100th post...

I have abandoned my blog a long time ago since the last update after the camp.
So, here I am. whenever i feel sad, angry, disappointed or any other negative feelings i will come here to pour them out. Can see that most of my posts here are those sad ones. I don't want my negativity to spread to my mum or anybody :/ sorry yeah if you happen to read this.
Getting sick of doing reports and assignments and case studies. Notes pilling up day by day. Oh my, i'm gonna have a super duper hard time during my study break. Imagine that. Can I freeze myself for a moment?
I realize that I do not know how to express myself in some situations. Maybe because I think that sometimes, something is better to keep to yourself because there is nothing you can do. The only thing i can do is to adapt myself when I cannot change the situation. Is this part of a growing up process? I cannot escape!

Somehow, I am not looking forward to my birthday celebration before this. My heart feels so tired. How can this possibly happen? When i was 18 i kept imagining how am I gonna celebrate my 21st Bday? Thinking of holding it at the pub and everyone will have fun until the next morning. But what's wrong if having it in a simpler way. Just to get together with family and close friends on this special day is the main point, isn't it?

Daddy is working very hard everyday in order to pay for my fees. He is becoming old and skinny day by day. Hope he is doing well in his job and people around him are good to him. I promised mum i will study real hard and will not disappoint them. We always write this during primary school in our essays huh. But the feeling is different now.

I'm very peculiar with 'A'. I do not want to get 'B' or even 'A-'!! I should have asked him why you gave me B? The question is [What is the answer do you want?] and NOT the correct one. what the hell?!!! Pharque!



Tuesday, June 21, 2011


nice song & cute animation!
feel relaxed~~

Friday, June 17, 2011

想说

每个朋友,在生命中不同的阶段,都扮演着不同的角色。

有些朋友,见面时点点头微微笑,基本的礼貌,他们,都是生命中少不了的过客;
有些朋友,可以扮演不同的角色,在需要的时候,总可以做出对的事情。他们的剧情也继续演下去。
有些朋友,只能扮演某些角色,戏份完了,也只好退出舞台,没落了。
我,就只是我。我不能勉强自己扮演不是我的角色,我欺骗不了自己。我就是这样。
有时候,再见了就是再也不见了
心理有数
我们都有着不同的理想,有自己选择要走的路
或许以后有缘的话,再相聚也不迟。。

Sunday, June 12, 2011


Hey yo!
Just came back from MyPSA National Gathering of Pharmacy Students (NoGAPS) 2011 a few days ago.
T.I.R.E.D but happy!

It has been such a while since I was a participant in these kind of activities.
The night before the event, i was a bit emo because I did not even feel exciting and looking forward to it. Weird enough?
I was afraid that I will be facing all the kiasi and selfish people just like what I'm facing now. But if that happens, screw it, just go sleep with ji mui.. hahaha..
To my surprise, people there are really nice! UM pharmacy seniors are a bunch of caring and committed people. Fell in love with them instantaneously =)
The participating universities and colleges are um, usm, ukm, uitm, uia, nottingham, aimst, cucms and of course imu. This is the first time I met other pharmacy students from all around msia.
It's kinda exciting because we all came from different backgrounds and have different experiences. To me, it is a good exposure for me to know more and have a deeper insight about my profession. Luckily I joined nogaps this year because it would be another 10 years for um to host again. ><
So, this event really suites the name nogaps, no gaps between us. Pharmacy is still a profession lacking respect from people in msia. Maybe we are still more like the 'behind the scenes'' health care provider so some people will think we are just nurses or just people that give away medicines over the counter. Respect, is something that you have to earn it. It would not come to you in just one day.

One of the activities that would entrench in my heart now is the day we went to the long houses in Jinjang to perform our community outreach programme (COP). We had several counters which were health screening (BMI, BP measurement, blood glucose test, patient caunselling), talks and exhibitions, children programme and publicity. Again, I was lucky enough to be put at the blood glucose test counter. Because this is the station where you can learn more compared to others. I learnt how to measure blood glucose and get blood samples during sem 2 so i thought it would be easier for me this time. But it is totally different when there is a real patient sitting in front of you and you have to counsel and get blood samples from him concurrently. One of my patients was a diabetic, his hands were fulled of blisters. *yuck* Initially i was too busy to get samples and I did not talk to my patient. Fortunately, my senior saved my day! She helped me to jot every details down as well as calming the patient. I was sweating like a cow that time. haha! I think it is a very meaningful task to help out people who are in need especially the poor and handicapped. I know how it feels when you need somebody to help and the person is there for you.

Then, some PRPs and experienced pharmacists were also invited to tell us what problems pharmacists are facing today. One of the PRPs is a graduate from imu! she is very pretty and smart. i like her.. hehe.. they talked about their lifes during postings. I hope mine will be fine. I don't mind if they put me at **** haha.. i will adapt myself. yeah, i have good powers of adaptation and tolerance. XD but not too far pls? hahaha..

Gala night. Oh everything was perfect! The food, performances, ambiance, my bunch of new friends...Everyone wore red as there was an AIDS awareness campaign going on too.
I miss them la seriously. =( Every time after these kind of events I also got this complicated feelings.

Too many things to say. I will entrench all these sweet memories into the deepest room of my heart. See you all again in next year's NoGaps, perhaps?

i started to fall in love with this profession, pharmacy. =)

Tonight’s the night
let’s live it up
I got my money
Lets spend it up

Go out and smash it
Like Oh My God
Jump off that sofa (c'mon)
Lets kick it up

Fill up my cup
Mazel tov!
Look at her dancing (Move it Move it)
Just take it off

Lets paint the town
We’ll shut it down
Lets burn the roof
and then we’ll do it again






To infinity and beyond

Thursday, June 2, 2011

sleep, eat, watch tv, sleep and eat again..

I feel so lifeless now but I'm enjoying it!

post-exam syndrome, i guess?